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Star Wars Kink Meme Round #1
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- YKINMKATO (Your kink is not my kink, and that's okay.) No kinkshaming or wank/flames/y'know generally being a dick.
- All Star Wars films and related media are welcome. You can go as obscure as you want.
- RPF is allowed
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- Use the subject for your prompt with the pair, general idea, any kinks, or specific requirements.
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Re: As Long as It's You 7/?
(Anonymous) 2016-03-18 02:19 am (UTC)(link)It had been three days since Alecew viewed the records and Anakin last saw the boy. He had given him space to think and hadn't gone to visit. Alecew had kept away from most of the Jedi with Master Nat Skywalker being the only one in the temple he spoke to since discovering the truth. With the teen hardly eating it looked like Anakin would have to face his fear and deal with the consequences of his past actions.
The look on Alecews' face when he enters is enough to stop him in his tracks. Often Anakin had wondered how Obi-Wan had taken the news of his betrayal. But his master had been an adult not a boy watching his friend with dread. Their bond had been silent for three days after Alecew had shielded his mind making his emotional state even more shocking. Anakin doubted things had been this bad when he had been absent.
"Alecew." His voice cracked half way into the name.
"Don't talk to me."
"Be mad with me if you must but don't starve yourself." Anakin unconsciously took a step forward making the teen recoil at his approach.
"Like you care."
"I do. Through two lives you've been my best friend--"
"Some friend." Alecew bit his lip and looked away. Eyes welling the boy shook his head in a silent denial. "You murdered countless and destroyed everything you believed in!"
"Yes I did." Taking another step Anakin took a deep breath wondering if this was the calm before the storm.
"You killed me." The youth whispered.
"I...I did." There was no denying it or making excuses for his actions. "I let myself be consumed by hate."
"You got off easily."
Anakins' mouth fell open at the statement, Obi-Wan had blamed himself and in his arrogance Vader had misdirected blame onto his master. Seeing a younger version of Obi-Wan glaring at him and wishing he suffered more took his breath away.
"Perhaps." Around them the force trembled as their emotions started to get the better of them.
"Don't get any closer!"
"You have nothing to fear from me. I'm not the man I once was." A sense of deja vu came over Anakin as he gazed at the boy. He wasn't reminded of Obi-Wan though his memory of Padme begging him to come back to her replayed. Why would he be thinking of her in this situation?
"Yes you are!" Tears streamed down Alecews' face even as he threw Anakin back with a force push.
"I won't hurt you!"
"How many believed that before you struck them down?!"
The air was thick with fear and Anakin knew all too well that fear led to making poor choices. Sure enough display glass shuddered, cracked and shattered. Jagged shards flew in the air as Alecew tried to escape. They were more or less evenly matched in strength in the force. Anakin didn't feel like testing his might and let the glass scrape the side of his face as he drew closer. Just when he was a breath away for Alecew a lightsaber ignited. The blue blades' tip was pointed directly at his throat.
"Are you going to kill me?" He probably should have sounded more concerned about his own life. In a strange way it felt oddly poetic to die this way.
"Don't make me." The hand shook but the blade still didn't find it's mark.
"Why are you afraid, Alecew?"
"You won't let me go," the teen hissed, "even if we weren't be hunting down or forced to be here...you'd never let me be free of you. Would you?"
For a moment Anakin ponders the question wondering why that would scare him. At first Anakins' sure that if pressed he would let Alecew go if that's what he truly wanted. He's learned his lesson from clinging too hard to Padme. Yet this answer rings false the more he thinks about it. Without Alecew his life would no longer have any meaning in this strange time. Alecew knows that just as he knows that for better or for worse he'll always be linked to Anakin Skywalker. Darth Vader. His former Padawan, friend and brother-in-arms. His murderer. For Obi-Wan it wouldn't be something he'd think twice on especially after Luke redeemed him. For Alecew it's an unthinkable burden.
The blade vanishes as a shudder passes through the youth, he hasn't passed the threshold to the darkside yet but it's close. Holding him close Anakin helps him ease away from the maelstrom of fear.
Re: As Long as It's You 7/?
(Anonymous) 2016-03-18 02:46 pm (UTC)(link)It's really brillant.
Re: As Long as It's You 8/?
(Anonymous) 2016-03-20 12:30 am (UTC)(link)Seeing Anakin had brought back his fears from his childhood dreams of Vader. Alecew was starting to think they had been visions and it terrified him to think he was trapped with the Jedi killer for his whole life. It's only in the aftermath of his attack does Alecew realize how close he was to tapping into the same dark power. Anakin hadn't let him out of his sight since the incident and Alecew couldn't say he entirely blamed him.
It comes as a surprise when they take off in their old ship which he's fairly certain was supposed to be locked up by one of the members of the council. The course was set before Anakin turned his attention back on the teen and Alecew tried to keep his fear at bay.
"I know this isn't easy. You feel like you've been lied to and manipulated. The council has forced us to stay within the temple walls like glorified prisoners. You may not believe it but I do know how that feels. I also know that misunderstandings can lead to a darker place." In a fluid motion Anakin kneeled next to his seat. "Before we came back I promised myself that I'd never fall to the darkside again. I won't let it have you either."
To make his point Anakin dared to lay his hands onto Alecews' wrist. Like or not they are linked and nothing would change that. It's a frightening thought but visually it's startling to note the absence of the prosthetics he had often seen in his nightmares. Cold mental was warm flesh. There's so much about the both of them that's mindblogging to realize that Alecew still has trouble accepting it all. They were dead for hundreds of years yet there they were flying across the galaxy once again.
"I hid my fears from those I cared about and let them consume me. It made it easy to be exploited. Tell me what you fear Alecew and we can come up with a solution together."
As much as he wanted to keep silent Alecew finds he can't because he doubted there was anyone else who would understand. Whether or not he can trust Anakin doesn't matter as much as venting his anxiety. The legends of Darth Vader come first followed by his visions and the trapped feeling he constantly has.
"Everyone knows what's best for me. I understand the reasoning behind the decisions made. I get the concept of the will of the force. But...do I have any free will?"
"Yes. Master Skywalker knows we left and we're both leaving the option of whether this ship returns in your hands. Do you want to go back to the temple?"
Alecew has already given the matter some serious thought. "I know the wise thing to do would be to stay to keep safe from the a order of Medap since I already proved I'm not to be trusted."
If he couldn't handle the truth without always falling apart it didn't seem likely that he's last long against them. Being an agent of evil isn't something he wanted to become.
"All you proved you needed to know the truth. Once you've accepted it there's nothing the order of Medap can use against you." Gentle caresses passed over Alecews' mental shields to test the waters. There was no demand for entry just letting the teen know he was there. "And I'm not asking what's logical. I'm asking what YOU want to do."
"I want to go." It's not the sort of thing a Jedi should say and Alecew instantly feels guilty for it. "But maybe we shouldn't..."
"No. We're leaving. If you want to return someday we will." A squeeze to the wrist reminds Alecew that the man from his nightmares was still holding onto him. At the moment it was hard to connect Anakin to the monster that slaughtered so many.
"I'd be risking everything for selfish reasons." Alecew felt the need to point this out fairly certain his shameful behavior was being brushed aside far too easily.
"You were the most selfless person I ever knew in our last life. If anyone deserves to be selfish it's you. As for risking everything I already told you that I won't allow you to turn to the darkside." The way Anakin said it Alecew could almost believe it was true.
After a moment of contemplating the opportunities open to him now the man rose with a small half smile. "Who knows, maybe you'll be the one getting married in this life."
"Maybe." A thought suddenly occurred to him out of no where that's utterly embarrassing and as if sensing his discomfort Anakin circled around to face him again.
"Is something bothering you? You can ask."
"No thank you." Alecew tried to drop the topic but Anakin wasn't having any of it.
"There's no need to be shy just because I know more than you." There was something childish about that statement that he chalked up to Anakin enjoying his role as the more experienced one a little too much. The tone annoyed Alecew so much he figured he might as well say what he thought and hoped it shut his companion up.
"Are you a virgin?"
Anakin blinked clearly not expecting that question. "Uh...no. I was married."
"Yes but in another life. So doesn't that mean that you are one now?"
"That's really none...alright techically yes. I simply haven't had any interest in anyone besides my wife." The man shrugged his shoulders as if it was nothing although his expression told another tale. That Anakin didn't like that he had been outmaneuvered and Alecew felt compelled to press his advantage.
"Then again...it's not exclusive to marriage."
"Don't try to be funny, Alecew."
"Well how old were you when you got married?" He suspected it wasn't much older than he was because Anakin sputtered and abruptly changed the subject.
It was strange how easy it was to go from being terrified of the former Sith to teasing him.
Re: As Long as It's You 8/?
(Anonymous) 2016-03-21 12:22 pm (UTC)(link)Re: As Long as It's You 9/?
(Anonymous) 2016-03-22 12:17 am (UTC)(link)The tension had decreased dramatically once the two of them were free of the temple. There's still the looming presence of Darth Vader in Alecews' mind but with time Anakin felt hopeful that they would overcome it together. When the dark Jedi find them the two of them make short work of them. It may not be as easy as it was with Obi-Wan thanks to the confusion Alecew feels but their connection has never faded. Sometimes their so in synch in battle Anakin feels tears of joy well up in his eyes. The rightness of it chases away the demons in his head because it's home.
When he can he does his best to re-teach Alecew the Jedi philosophy Obi-Wan taught him well aware how hollow it sounds from a former Sith. Anakin made sure to tell Alecew that they were his own lessons and while Obi-Wan sometimes doubted it his Padawan had always listened to his words. Having the knowledge improved the teens' focus greatly and in time will make it easier to secure his rightful place with the light.
It amazes Anakin to see Alecew bloom the way he does and seeing him fight off the influence of the dark sider users confirms it was right to tell him the truth. The Order of Medap tried to taunt Alecew with his past thinking Anakin hadn't. The attempts have less affect each time and Alecew seemed to be gaining more of a sense of self. Even so it comes as a shock when their introducing themselves to the farmers they just saved and he hears a familiar surname.
"I'm not going to deny the truth any longer. I can't if I want to be a Jedi. I can't be who I was but it's still a part of me." He had explained. "I'm Alecew Kenobi."
Anakin felt proud and hugged him without thinking. The tension slowly drained from Alecews' body making him all the more proud. Over their time together Anakin discovered that he was more openingly affectionate towards him often ruffling the youths' hair or such. Alecew never protests although he did sometimes flinch after learning the truth. It shouldn't come as a surprise that Alecew was growing physically yet it does. Anakin can't help notice the changes, the toned muscles, the added height and the tiny pinpoints of facial hair in the mourning. Not enough for proper stubble yet but it serves as a reminder the teen was growing up.
Worse was the realization of how that was starting to change Anakins' perception of him. While Alecew was always a good looking kid Anakin hadn't really thought of it much. Had he been as distracted by Obi-Wan when he was a Padawan? He honestly couldn't remember beside acknowledging--privately--that his master was an attractive man with pretty eyes. It was alarming to discover a fascination with his friends' beauty especially since he didn't recall ever being so distracted by it.
Jealousy flares up when Alecew flirts with a girl they saved. The teen was still somewhat shy and cautious after the tongue incident. Not that it mattered, he still had the same charm although Anakin had never thought much about his master flirting before. Usually it was something of an ongoing joke between Obi-Wan and a female enemy. Anakin had never known when or if he had been serious. Seeing Alecew with the girl doesn't make it any clearer as it all looks the same to Anakin. It does remind him of their talk of being a virgin and that he hadn't been much older when he married. He found himself wondering if the boy would wait until marriage and who he would marry. Alecew admitted to wanting to have kids some day and it's a concept Anakin can get behind. The idea of the Kenobi line continuing made him happy yet Anakin found himself displeased with how that would be achieved.
Despite feeling the same trappings of jealousy he had long since thought he outgrew Anakin does not act on the feeling. It isn't his place to dictate who Alecew sees, it never has been. In the end all he wished was for his friend to be happy and after ruining it in their last life Anakin was determined not to mess up their second chance. Still Anakin can't help wondering where the attraction came from. He literally can't look at Alecew without seeing a younger Obi-Wan which begs the question: did he always feel this way about Obi-Wan?
If he doesn't know there's little to no chance anyone else will. Luke, Leia and all those after them never saw them as Master and Padawan. How much Qui-Gon witnessed was always iffy given his state in death. Whatever Obi-Wan knew has been forgotten leaving the only other candidate Master Yoda. Throughout their time together in the Jedi order Anakin never felt like Yoda liked him and that always made him hesitate to open up to him. When he did Anakin had usually felt disappointed when he didn't get the advise he wanted.
"Seek guidance you do but only if it's want you want to hear, hmm? Sensed your attachment I have."
On instinct Anakin found himself gritting his teeth when he heard "attachment" after the countless lectures he had received. While Anakin had gone to the dark side over his attachment to Padme he had learned his lesson the hard way. He still didn't think that it was wrong to care so strongly for others as long as one was mindful. His children had proved that.
"So quick to judge." Yoda sighed shaking his head in disapproval. "Forget why Obi-Wan and you were sent back? Only together can balance be brought to the universe. Yet confused you are on how you feel?"
"I...I think I'm attracted to him."
Admitting such a thing to Yoda of all beings isn't an easy thing to do. He expected to see distaste in the ancient masters' face perhaps receive a reminder that Alice was younger than him and in another life was his master. When he dares to look at Yoda there isn't even a hint of surprise on his face. There's no trace of any emotion just patience as he waits for Anakin to continue.
"You already observed that didn't you?"
"Already knew of your affections for Obi-Wan I did." He said it like it's old news that he's too tired to hear again.
"I never felt like this back then." Anakin could hear the uncertainty in his own voice.
"Did you not? Felt it often I did. It was one of the reasons you disobeyed him. Wanted to get a reaction you did just not the one you wanted. When the senator--your wife," both of their expressions softened, "returned to your life made it simpler."
"...Did he feel the same?"
"Know this I do not. Better at hiding his personal affairs Obi-Wan was and I did not pry." Translucent pointed ears tipped up in interest. "What choice will you make, I wonder."
"What choice is there? I just know I have feelings for him, ones that I might have been in denial about with Obi-Wan. Now that I admitted it maybe I can move on. What else can I do?" Telling Alecew about this wasn't something Anakin thought was wise especially in the heels of the last bombshells the teen was still recovering from.
"Always a choice there is. A lesson you should have learned by now. Be careful you must or lost you will become once more."
"It won't happen again. I know it's not much but you have my word. I wouldn't throw away Lukes' efforts to become a slave again." The darkness no longer held any power over him, the appeal had long since worn off.
Leaving his chambers Anakin went in search of his friend throughout the old base. Anakin had made it his project to turn the place into a home and it was quickly shaping up thanks to the droids he had cobbled together. Alecew looked up from his data pad with a soft smile still present on his face from whatever he had been drawing. Much to Anakins' utter atonishment it looked like the Jedi temple they had once lived in before the dark times. He already knew that the boy dreamed (or rather had visions) of their past together. Even so the level of detail in Alecews' work was incredible.
In a flurry of excitement Alecew flipped through his work to explain what he had been seeing although Anakin didn't need to be told. He watched Alecew happily tell of more pleasant visions he had recently had with a smile on his face. It's only after the teen was flushing with pride over the compliments he's receiving does Anakin realize with a jolt that this wasn't some simple attraction. It wasn't a crush nor was it lust. Anakin loved Alecew, not the type of love he always assumed he shared with Obi-Wan--a platonic family kind of love. This wasn't the all consuming love he felt for Padme that burned through his veins. Somehow it ran deeper into his very core, comforting and intense at the same time.
Alecew was Obi-Wan, there were differences of course based on how they grew up but there was no separating the two sides. There was only one soul so deeply entangled with Anakins'. In life and in death they would spend eternity together, the sort of romantic notion that Anakin had always dreamed of. It wasn't supposed to be this way, he had never meant to fall in love with Alecew. He never imagined such a thing was possible and it's a bit frightening. For all his places love had never been a factor much less feeling that way for his former master and friend.
Re: As Long as It's You 9/?
(Anonymous) 2016-03-24 10:48 am (UTC)(link)It's very intersting to see Anakin like that, torn between his feelings and what he thinks he should be feeling. Not easy to rexamine all his life a second time, but with his heat in questions, not his loyalty.
Re: As Long as It's You 9/?
(Anonymous) 2016-03-24 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)Re: As Long as It's You 10/?
(Anonymous) 2016-03-25 12:40 am (UTC)(link)At times he wondered how odd their friendship must seem to Anakin since Alecew had once been his master. He saw the ironic twist of his' friends' mouth when he asked something. On matters of the heart it felt a little awkward to go to Anakin with his questions. What if he came across like an idiot? Thankfully it's Anakin that prompts their next conversation when he noticed the bite marks on his neck and bruises to Alecews' lips.
"Were you mauled?"
Heated rushed to his face at the inquiry and as much as he wanted to lie what would be the point? It was clear Anakin had already guessed the truth.
"Leela." He supplied having difficulty maintaining eye contact.
When he does meet Anakins' eyes it surprises him to see tranquil fury. For a moment he hesitates wondering what he did wrong. Did Anakin think he was taking advantage of the farmer girl? They hadn't gotten that far and really it was none of his business anyway!
"Do you...like her doing this to you?"
Alecew winced. The force might have come natural to him but kissing had not. Mainly because the two girls he had kissed were so aggressive. He had thought he was doing it right since Leela hadn't liked his soft kisses. "It's what girls like and that's how it's done...isn't it?"
Anakins' scowl deepened. "You don't like it."
"It's...distracting when I bleed." He had been half attempting humor but it only served to make Anakin look more furious. "I guess I'm the only one who doesn't like it. I've been trying to--"
"It's not a matter of making yourself enjoy something. You either do or you don't. If she's unwilling to meet you halfway she isn't worth your time." The mans' eyes narrowed. "Has Leela forced you to have sex?"
"T-that's none of your business!"
"If she made you do something against your will it IS my business, Alecew. I will find out the truth so you may as well tell me." The deadly quality to his friends' voice chilled him to the bone.
For a moment Alecew wondered what he was afraid of most: Anakin turning to the darkside or Leela being hurt for some misunderstanding. It came as a shock to realize he wasn't frightened of Anakin harming him anymore.
"We didn't have sex." As much as he hated being forced to tell Anakin his personal business it was better than dragging this discussion out.
"Good. When the time come you deserve to have someone that respects your wishes."
The intensity of Anakins' gaze was unnerving, Alecew couldn't read it nor look away from it.
"Before that happens I think I need to learn to kiss properly." He had meant it as a joke but something changed in Anakins' expression.
"If you'd like I could teach you."
The teen paled. Had he heard right? "Are you serious?"
Anakin shrugged as if what he was suggesting wasn't that uncommon. "Why not? You taught me many things as Obi-Wan, it's only fair that I teach you this."
The distance between them suddenly seemed far too close and Alecew turned his head to look away. "It's been hundreds of years. I think you forgot."
Another attempt at levity while his heart jack hammered in his ears in response to the panic he was feeling. Alecew would cling to any excuse he could to prevent the lesson from taking place.
"No. I'll never forget this. I've never kissed another man but I think the same principle apply." His thumb and forefinger gently titled Alecews' chin up. "Relax. I promise I won't hurt you."
The forefinger swiped over Alecews' lip creating a feather like sensation and despite himself Alecew shivered. Leela had been rough and demanding, since she was more experienced then him it was decided that she would set the pace of the make out session. This was totally different and he didn't know how he felt about that yet. With it being Anakin that was about to kiss him? He didn't feel entirely comfortable at the prospect.
"Follow my lead." Anakin whispered against his lips as their mouths fused together.
At first nothing happened, it was a simple press of flesh and Alecew allowed himself to relax. Then Anakin ever so slowly started to move his lips against the teens'. It was a curious sensation that he mimicked. The kiss was better than the painful ones Alecew had experienced even the teasing tug on his lip hadn't felt bad. A sense of pride came over him at Anakins' approving hums. Feeling bolder he tried a few gentle nibbles of his own drawing a sound that had him pushing them apart in horror.
"Did I hurt you?" Guilt and embarrassment flooded him because it meant he truly was terrible at this. It was made all the worse when Anakin laughed.
"No, you were doing fine." He chuckled.
"Stop laughing at me!" The hurt in his voice must have gotten through to Anakin as he obeyed. "I can't help it if I don't know what I'm doing,"
"You are doing fine. Believe me I'd let you know if you weren't." Something mischievous flashed in Anakins' eyes that immediately made him on guard. "Still this is about practicing."
Once more their lip locked and Alecew let himself experiment a little more. It doesn't feel as weird the second time and he's careful paying attention to the reactions he gets. The kiss isn't as chaste when Anakins' tongue came into play. Breaking for air Alecew can't help panting a little, he felt lightheaded.
"You're a fast learner." Anakin murmured into his ear. He sounded hoarse and the sound made Alecew shudder. "Did you like it?"
Pulling back Anakin examined his expression as he asked.
The heat in his face felt unbearably hot, he was sure that if Anakin kissed him again he'd get burnt. "It...it was better than Leela."
A smirk curved onto Anakins' face, a smugness Alecew never cared for when it was directed at him. "So I was the best kiss you ever had."
"Not like I have that much experience to compare it to or remember better ones." Against his will he nervously licked his lips and Anakin followed the movement.
"If you'd like more instructions I could teach you more."
"You sound a little, uh, eager for it to happen again." Alecew noted wondering what was happening between them.
"Well it has been hundreds of years since my last kiss. I forgot how much I missed it." Anakins' focus went back to Alecews' mouth. "You are a good kisser."
"I guess I don't need anymore practice then. I had a good teacher." A nervous laugh escaped him as Alecew scrambled towards the door.
Re: As Long as It's You 10/?
(Anonymous) 2016-03-25 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)I really like how he is trying to teach his young friend what is appropriate in a relationship and then do something like that ;-)
Re: As Long as It's You 10/?
(Anonymous) 2016-03-31 09:35 am (UTC)(link)Re: As Long as It's You 10/?
(Anonymous) 2016-09-12 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)Re: As Long as It's You 11/?
(Anonymous) 2017-02-11 05:50 am (UTC)(link)Anakin knows he should have hired someone who was less attractive to join their crew. Lulu was smart, flirty, oddly sweet and adored starting brawls. He never thought Alecew would be drawn to her or she would even notice him. Not because Anakin didn't think Alecew was handsome--he was painfully aware of how good looking his friend was--he just didn't think their personalities meshed.
Lulu cursed enough to make a pirate blush when she was in the middle of a gun fight that wasn't going her way. She shamelessly flirted with nearly everyone while still maintaining an air of being unattainable. This was a teen one year Alecew's senior that seemed too wild for the mostly reserved boy. Yet they had somehow caught each other's eye. The girl that could out gun any life form in the Outer Rim without being strong in the force actually blushed at a compliment from Alecew. His life was utter nonsense and madness.
"What can I say? It's not often you come across a guy like him." She had responded with a shrug when he asked.
"I suppose that's true." Hundreds of years later won't change the fact Kenobi was still one of a kind.
Lulu gave an unlady like snort at his response. "Oh that's how you want to play it? He might not see it but don't think I don't."
Anakin glared at her trying to pick out flaws in the girl he previous liked enough to hand pick. She was chosen to fly their ship for speedy pick ups when they needed a quick escape. His ship was important to him and he had chosen carefully. At least he thought he had. Glaring at her neon orange highlighted hair his eyes narrowed "Is that so?"
"Look, I don't know how much of this Jedi stuff I buy but I know when someone's got it bad. You kind of have to pick up on these things when you work with hormonal bounty hunters. I don't believe in keeping feelings in. You wanted a straight shooter? Well you got one." Grinning at her own pun she mimed a gun with her fingers and winked at him. "So let's deal with the facts. I like Alecew and he likes me. Despite being a well known flirt I do take this seriously. You like him too, right?"
When she received no reply Lulu sighed.
"I don't know why you have to make this so damn difficult. Just tell him and then you can decide what to do."
His eyebrow lifted at her suggestion. "Assuming you're correct--"
She rolled her eyes.
"--why would you tell me this? You said you're serious about him."
"Like a laser blast to the gut." The girl confirmed. "Where I'm from that's not a big deal. If he wants us both then I don't see a problem."
There were a lot of factors the girl wasn't taking into consideration. Lulu didn't understand the connection between the two Jedi and she never truly would. Anakin had become a better person in this life but he wasn't perfect. There was a chance he'd lose Alecew if he confessed the feelings he was only now realizing. Assuming the teen accepted this compromise Lulu was suggesting didn't mean it would work. Anakin had been a jealous man in his previous life and the mere thought of Obi-Wan being with his wife had fueled his fury. Looking back he supposed it was the concept of them betraying his trust rather than the act but he didn't know if he should test that theory.
Little does he know everything he thought he knew would soon be put to a test.
Later on that night against his better judgement Anakin agrees to "mingle" at some idiotic party Lulu drags them into. He's not the most social person these days and his memories aren't a blessing as they do nothing but make him feel old. Alecew dances with Lulu with the same grace he possessed on the battlefield. A few drinks help Anakin take the tension out and once the duo rejoin his booth none of them can stop talking. Drinks are passed and the shy touched between the two grow bolder. Within half an hour their making out in front of him. Perhaps the alcohol dulls his sense too much because Anakin doesn't feel s pang of jealous. Desire shoots through him instead as he watches the couple embrace.
Lulu kisses just the way Alecew likes and the sounds they emit have his pulse racing. The two break with Alecew laughing in a way that will always register as "Obi-Wan's laugh" in his mind. Sharp eyes find Anakin's as a too giggly Lulu suggests they all dance.
"Come on, are you too old?" Her voice teased.
Before he can answer Alecew snickered. "Oh he's positively ancient!"
"Techically so are you." Anakin shoots back but nevertheless finds himself following them to the dance floor.
Their all a little drunk and in the back of his mind Anakin thinks there's something he should remember about drinking ages. Not that it mattered, this century had different rules. Swaying to the beat Anakin forgets how long it's been since he's had a fully functional body. Sometimes he forgets he's not trapped in a self made hell. All he can think of in the strobe flashes is how gorgeous Alecew looks, even with Lulu plastered to his side. He looks so happy and any semblance of rational thought vanishes. Lost to the rhythm Anakin places his hands on Alecew's hips, his state makes the connection between them feel even more magical. If they weren't all intoxicated Alecew wouldn't be so public with his affections, Lulu wouldn't be so giggly and he wouldn't allow his emotions to be so apparent.
The three of them dance so close it feels like their sharing the same breath. The slight of Alecew's head being turned feels like the most erotic sight he's ever seen. Lulu tugs at his hair without being as aggressive as the other girls yet still having an air of dominance. The pale exposed throat swallowed hard before she sealed their mouths together. The instant their lips seperate Anakin takes his turn. The sweet taste from whatever drink Alecew had floods his senses as he took his time deepening the kiss. Somehow they need up taking turns plundering that tempting mouth in between Alecew's gasps for breath. Somehow they manage to get back to their table while neither of them removing their hands.
"I-I think, well it's hard to think." Alecew laughed. "But I think this isn't proper behavior."
"That's why it's fun." Lulu cackled leaning heavily against him.
"You don't always have to be so proper." Anakin added titling his chin up to stare at the glazed eyes again. In the back of his mind he knew this was wrong, he should end it before things went too far. Looking away from the tempting sight before him a sigh escaped his lips. "...Though you may have a point this time. Come on, it's time we went home."
It was much harder getting to the ship in their state and harder still to get Lulu into her room. Standing at Alecew's door Anakin couldn't help threading his fingers through his friend's hair.
"That was fun. Did we always have this much fun?"
"Not always but we had plenty of nights out enjoying each other's company." Just not in the same way.
"I like kissing now. Lulu makes me feels dizzy...in a good way." A dopey lovable smile spread across his face. "You're okay too I guess."
Leaning against the wall Anakin huffed, "You seemed to like it well enough."
"You taste like fruit and it felt..." Alecew tried to think of the word to describe what they shared. His face fell when he couldn't. "It's how you felt but I could feel it."
"You used to be so good with words." Anakin teased. "You're a pretty good kisser too."
"Thanks. Wait, why did we kiss?"
"It felt right at the time." Opening the door he waited until Alecew was in bed before going to his room. In the morning he was going to regret his actions.
Re: As Long as It's You 11/?
(Anonymous) 2017-02-14 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)Re: As Long as It's You 12/?
(Anonymous) 2017-02-15 06:35 am (UTC)(link)Lulu has him jumping when her lips make contact with the back of his neck. A flicker of memory passes through his minds' eye but he knows he can't make sense of it. Just familiar sensations and fleeting emotional responses. Anakin watches him, Alecew knows this even if he can never catch him in the act. Only when they bump into each other do their gazes meet. It reminds him of a dream he had several nights ago with Anakin (and Obi-Wan?) meeting a gorgeous woman. He can almost hear those same words directed towards the woman being spoken when Anakin looks at him.
"--grown more beautiful."
The connection makes no sense and Alecew frowns in confusion. Dreams frustrated him more and more of late. He never knew if they were visions, memories or simply his own mind at work. Minutes pass with Anakin staring at him with an intensity that unnerves him.
"Stop looking at me like that."
The words have Anakin snapping back to himself as if he'd been slapped. "Sorry. Just lost in thought."
Lulu says nothing when he sits next to her just tangles their fingers together. There's a tension in the room Alecew can't fully understand. There's no negative emotions tied to the dark side yet he can sense feelings of temptation. The more he focuses on it the harder it becomes to breath. Touches as innocent as the ones he exchanges with Lulu become more seductive. When Anakin takes his cup their fingers brush and a flash of desire fills him. In all honesty he doesn't know what it means. If he's simply a hormonal teenager, the force is telling him something or he's sensing it from someone else.
It slowly dawns on him that he remembers kissing...and there being a height difference.
Alecew shook his head trying to clear it because that obviously didn't happen. Anakin and him were friends nothing more. Even if they had they had been drunk, that didn't mean anything. ...But what if it meant something to Anakin? A shiver ran down his spine at the mere thought. They rarely spoke of Padme but Nat had told him how possessive Anakin had been. Not too long ago Alecew had feared being an obsession that would always have Vader following him. Perhaps it wasn't love but it scared him to think that his friend could view him in a romantic light.
What about Lulu? Alecew knew he had kissed her, he had feelings for her and if Anakin did care for him that would put her at risk. Excusing himself Alecew went to his room and sat on the floor. Resting his head on his knees he tried to calm the rising panic he felt. The more he thought about the hazy memory the more details popped out. He was sure it was Anakin he had been kissing or rather let kiss him.
"Alecew..."
Anakin's presence increased his stress level, the gentle caress through the force however acted as a balm.
"Did we...?"
Licking his lips nervously Anakin nodded before verbally confirming, "yes. We kissed."
"What does that mean? Were we...?"
"No, this is new for us." Sitting down next to his friend Anakin finally dared to make eye contact again. "Nothing will happen if you don't want it to. You don't have to be scared."
"I can't help it. Last time you had so much more and it wasn't enough. I like Lulu, I don't want her to get hurt. I don't want to be a new obsession." It might have been a lingering feeling from Obi-Wan but Alecew felt like the whole thing was somehow his fault.
"You won't be. I don't want to hurt her, she suggested..." The Jedi gestured between them and where she was in the cockpit.
Alecew blushed at the thought of being desirable enough for two people to want to share him. What did he even know of relationships? "I don't know if I feel..."
"That's alright. I don't expect you to feel the same." His fingers glanced on the teen's. "I've learned my lessons and I'm grateful for what I do have. You, Lulu, this ship...even the Jedi order to an extent are more than I deserve."
"I don't want to lose you." The link between them hummed pleasantly as peace was restored.
"You won't." Their fingers laced together. "Not all attachments are bad."
"I feel like I'm a bad Jedi and friend. I'm always afraid and can't trust you enough."
Anakin couldn't help himself as he tugged a stray strand of hair behind Alecew's ear. "You've always been an excellent Jedi and friend."
"Didn't I cut off your legs?"
"I was trying to kill you and had betrayed the Jedi order." The taller Jedi corrected. "We're both still adjusting to these changes, Alecew. There's no shame in that."
"Are you afraid of this?"
There was a pause as Anakin considered his answer. "Yes. These feelings I have could alter everything between us and that could be disastrous."
"...Yet you still want to try." Alecew could feel the desire radiating off the other Jedi.
"Yes, I do."
Re: As Long as It's You 12/?
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