swkm_mod ([personal profile] swkm_mod) wrote in [community profile] starwarskinkmeme2016-01-10 10:04 pm

Star Wars Kink Meme Round #1

Rules For Everyone:
  1. YKINMKATO (Your kink is not my kink, and that's okay.) No kinkshaming or wank/flames/y'know generally being a dick.
  2. All Star Wars films and related media are welcome. You can go as obscure as you want. 
  3. RPF is allowed
  4. All comments must be anon.  Lbr, if it doesn't bother you guys it doesn't bother me.
Rules For Posting Prompts
  1. Use the subject for your prompt with the pair, general idea, any kinks, or specific requirements.
  2. You can post as many prompts as you like, as long as the prompts are different. They can be somewhat similar. 
  3. You may second a post, but you may not piggyback and request different specifications from the original prompt.  However, you may create a similar prompt inspired with your own specifications.
  4. Cross posting prompts is fine by me. If you've posted prompts at tfa-kink, and they've gotten lost in the mix, you can post them here!
  5. You are not allowed to create prompts for the purpose of mocking a previous prompt. I see you. Just don't.
Rules Posting Fills:
  1. Warnings are courteous, but not necessary. Use DW Blocker if there is anything you don't want to see.
  2. Art and other media fills are welcome.
  3. Multiple fills are cool. Therefore, a prompt is considered filled, but still "open."
  4. You may post a link to your tumblr/ao3 account/ or any other website as long as it is accessible.
  5. You may link to a previously written fic in a comment, but it does not count as a fill. 
  6. If you could post [FILL] in the subject of your fill, that would be awesome. Sorry I forgot about this.
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Also, I have received a request for a prompt freeze. I'm thinking that might be a good idea, but I would like to get your opinion. Let me know what you think here.

Qui/Obi, cock worship

(Anonymous) 2016-08-22 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Qui-Gon is quitr proportional and Obi-Wan loves it. A lot. Can be padawan!Obi or AU after he's knighted, just gimme the smut :)

Re: Qui/Obi, cock worship

(Anonymous) 2016-08-24 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, please!

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Anakin/Padme, Anakin/handmaiden

(Anonymous) 2016-08-24 12:22 pm (UTC)(link)
There are not enough Star wars fics with different families than on our earth... Yes, the Naboo inhabitants are human, but need their society to be so much like ours, only prettier?
I want a fic where it is normal, when Padme discovers her pregnancy, that Anakin gave their children friends to play with.
Fertility drugs, perhaps, to be sure one night is enough? It's normal, it's respectful, Padme is even there, nody shame nobody for having pleasure...Anakin is having sex with Dormé and Cordé is giving pleasure to Padmé, then they switch and Minnau is watching and touching herself, I don't know, as you want, but everybody likes it, it's normal because it's the way it is on Naboo.

Bonus if it saves the galaxy and fucks with creepy Palpatine plans!

Double Bonus if everybody is raising the children happily after the war, it's the traditionnal Naboo family, and everybody is happy.

ghost!Anakin/Leia, post-ROTJ pre-TFA, crack played serious?

(Anonymous) 2016-08-26 05:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Sometime during ROTJ and TFA, ghost!Anakin visits Leia and things get awkward. Maybe the Skywalkers have an unfortunate habit of falling for long lost relatives.

Re: ghost!Anakin/Leia, post-ROTJ pre-TFA, crack played serious?

(Anonymous) 2016-08-26 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)

And by "during" I clearly mean "between," d'oh.

Anakin/Padme, elaborate clothes kills the mood

(Anonymous) 2016-08-26 11:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Padme buys and wears something new and sexy for a sexy night of sex with her sexy husband.

Except her new outfit turns out to be a lot more difficult to get out of than expected, and the mood dies after twenty minutes of struggling with all the ties, zippers, buttons, etc.

+ Anakin gets weirdly determined to defeat the dress, to the point that extracting his wife from its nefarious grip becomes the point of the whole exercise. And he's gonna do it right, dammit--no ripping or tearing!

FILL: Anakin/Padme, elaborate clothes kills the mood

(Anonymous) 2017-03-19 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
He bends her over forcefully.

Which, she reflects, should be a lot more fun than it currently is.

As it stands he's just trying to get the laces to unknot.

"Anakin," she says, trying to sound as reasonable as she can manage when her head is almost on her knees and her ribs are severely constricted, "I think... you may need... a knife..."

"No," he says, "I've almost got it."

"... can't breathe," she manages.

And she'll say this for him - he hauls her back up surprisingly quickly. He even strokes her face and tumbled curls and looks utterly, totally repentant.

"Padme," he says, "I'm so sorry. Are you okay? Here, just lean back a bit. It's okay. I've got you."

And she is very thankful for the strong arm he uses to support her as she gets her protesting lungs to behave.

This is sadly a lot easier than getting her clothes to behave. Or her husband, if it comes to that.

"Ani," she says, when she has enough breathe, "Maybe we should call one of my..."

"No! I can do this," Anakin says.

She knows he can do it. He's got most of the buckles loosened, and the catch pulling the ruching up between her breasts has finally deigned to unsnap. The zipper down her back, though, can only be reached once the stays are undone.

And those, sadly, are badly knotted.

She sighs.

She really does want to get out of this ridiculous garment.

It had looked so amazingly sexy in the private showroom. And Anakin's face when he walked in....

About thirty minutes ago, even remembering it had been enough to feel a shiver down her spine. The way his eyes had widened, his jaw slackened. The way he'd stared at her barely veiled breasts, and then lingered over the tight bodice accentuating the curves of her slender hips.

Oh, she'd been ready to be ravished.

Until he'd unpeeled his mouth from hers to see what the hell was digging into his thigh and why the thin chains draped over her upper arms didn't have enough length to let her put her arms around his neck.

She lifts a hand now to touch Anakin's handsome face.

"Dearest," she says tenderly, "If you don't get a pair of scissors and cut me out of this thing, I will never have sex with you again."

He blinks.

"And I'm not joking," she promises.

"Padme, I know it's uncomfortable..."

"Next time you're wearing it," she says, "And then we'll see how uncomfortable you feel."

"... but you look amazing and you're so beautiful and I just want this night to be perfect..."

He kisses her neck.

She yawns.

"It was perfect before you put a knot in the stays! Get a pair of scissors. Or a knife. Or your lightsaber."


"Anakin Skywalker, you are about to be the first divorced Jedi in the history of your precious Order. Will you or will you not get me out of this?"

"Just give me ten minutes," he begs.

And she sighs.

"You have five," she grumbles, "And I'm lying on my front. That way you won't forget I have to breath every now and again."

She falls asleep before he finally manages to unknot the damn stays.

Agent Terex/Poe Dameron Noncon or heavy Dubcon

(Anonymous) 2016-08-27 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
From the Poe Dameron comic, Agent Terex is set up as a First Order creep who collects people and is shown to have an obsession with Poe. Make our favorite pilot suffer.

Obi-Wan/Daughter on Mortis, praise kink

(Anonymous) 2016-08-27 09:14 am (UTC)(link)
The Daughter is attracted by the Light in Obi-Wan and decides to give him her blessing, which comes in form of sex, naturally. Obi-Wan is a bit perplexed, but goes along with the ride, because, well, it is not really happening anyway and the Force literally wills it, right? And we all remember the appraising look he gave her when she appeared.
The sex, however, comes with a lot of praise from the Daughter who feels that Obi-Wan is basically her champion and Obi-Wan does not really know how to deal with this shower of praise.
Whether their height difference is apparent or the Daughter scales herself down to match Obi-Wan is up to the writer!anon.

Crack possibilities to explore: the Daughter's blessing grants Obi-Wan's cock the ability to pull people back to the Light side.

Re: Obi-Wan/Daughter on Mortis, praise kink

(Anonymous) 2016-08-27 01:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Fantastic prompt, anon!

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I couldn't resist

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FILL: Full of Light

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Anakin was the only one who mess up

(Anonymous) 2016-08-27 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
i like a fic that explore the fact that anakin wasn't the only who make mistakes and palatine plan need others people like the senate and jedi order to make mistakes to work

Re: Anakin was the only one who mess up

(Anonymous) 2016-08-30 01:06 pm (UTC)(link)
There are plenty of them in AO3. Search out 'time travel', usually half the stories get involved in the problems the Order and the Senate caused. There are also stories where ObiWan or other Master start to doubt how the Order works during the war, and start making waves.

Obi-wan in a harem

(Anonymous) 2016-08-29 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Obi-wan take Luke and Leai to safety, in a strange and exotic little world he visited once. They're raised with the king's children, well taught, and in exchange, he became one of his spouse.

No non-con, this is a business transaction between two men knowing what they're buying. Obi-wan will provide sex, and will do his best about it, and in exchange, he will have a safe havean for him and the twin. And the king was fascinating when he met the ginger jedi, and always wanted a Force sensitive in his harem.

There are still cultural differences , that Obi-wan is struggling to overcome, but his new lover is a very firm believer in seducing even people who are supposed to sleep with him. Feel free to ba about as sugary and/or sexy as you want. Obi-wan needs to have nice things, even if it's all the philosophical treaties of his dreams.

+1: this an alien world. No reason for jealousy, this is a normal family, a king and many spouses, and Obi-wan become friend with the other wives and husbands.

Re: Obi-wan in a harem

(Anonymous) 2016-08-30 01:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I like it!

Obi-Wan/All the Sith, all of them, magical healing cock, crack

(Anonymous) 2016-08-30 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
Shamelessly inspired by the prompt above.

After literally banging the Light Side, Obi-Wan gains the power to cause people to see the Light. With sex. He embarks on an epic mission to have sex with all of these Dark Siders popping up lately. Because the Sith are behind so much of the craziness in the galaxy, Obi-Wan's sex pilgrimage actually cause the war to calm down. That's right: Obi-Wan screws the galaxy into being better place.

Bonus for using the phrase "magical healing cock."

Re: Obi-Wan/All the Sith, all of them, magical healing cock, crack

(Anonymous) 2016-08-30 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, please! Obi-Wan and sex crusade. Damn, it sounds like an Indiana Jones movie.
Now I am thinking, do the Nightsisters count? Will there be a great Dathomiri orgy?

Obi-wan/Cade Bane, alpha, omega trope

(Anonymous) 2016-08-30 12:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Obi-Wan loses his heat suppressors and goes into heat at a very inappropriate time.
Now reluctant mates, Cade Bane and him must learn to work with each other and make compromise.

Obi-Wan/Qui-Gon, bottom!Qui-Gon

(Anonymous) 2016-08-30 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Because there is too little bottom!Qui-Gon in this fandom.

Already knighted Obi-Wan, please, and without Master-Padawan power play.

Re: Obi-Wan/Qui-Gon, bottom!Qui-Gon

(Anonymous) 2016-08-30 05:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Preach it, anon! Seconded.

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ObiWan/QuiGon, Mpreg, Fake death (QuiGon)

(Anonymous) 2016-08-31 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
So, in this universe in some very special cases Jedi can form mating bonds, and it just so happens that Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan qualify as one such case (b/c of race, biology, culture, something, etc). They knew they would mate when ObiWan was 21, but to ensure they could be impartial the council made their training period longer and only gave them a green light 6-8 weeks before Naboo.

Qui-Gon survives his wounds, but a councilor (Syfo-Dyas?) hides his survival because of [insert reason] so that he will train the "Chosen-one" in secret. For whatever reson QuiGon agrees and leaves, not knowing he leaves behind a pregnant ObiWan. Cue angst, so much angst (but a happy ending!).

+ 100 the mating bond snapped because how close QuiGon was to death, but sometimes he and Obiwan feel strange things through the remnant.
+1000 When Anakin finds out about the mateship, he's very much not ok with what's been done.

Re: ObiWan/QuiGon, Mpreg, Fake death (QuiGon)

(Anonymous) 2016-09-01 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeees. A very good prompt.

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Obi-Wan/Padmé, Sith!Obi-Wan and Dark!Lady!Padmé

(Anonymous) 2016-09-02 03:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, just would love to see these two being evil and taking over the galaxy and then taking the time to celebrate on the fact that they've won. And by celebrate, I mean sex. Lots of it. Dirty and satisfying.

Re: Obi-Wan/Padmé, Sith!Obi-Wan and Dark!Lady!Padmé

(Anonymous) 2016-09-02 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Oooh yes please

Crack, Palpatine's plans fall through

(Anonymous) 2016-09-04 05:38 am (UTC)(link)
So in Revenge of the Sith when Palpatine was trying to convince Anakin that Obi Wan is sleeping with Padme, Anakin's first thought is that Obi Wan is sleeping with a guy(my money's on Bail tbh)
What I want now that I think about this is Anakin realizing Palpatin is trying to manipulate him because he knows Obi Wan and Padme would never sleep together because Obi Wan is gay.

Sorry if this makes no sense but...yeah. Just, the galaxy being saved because Obi Wan is really gay

Re: Crack, Palpatine's plans fall through

(Anonymous) 2016-09-04 01:02 pm (UTC)(link)
+ 10000 !! Bail would probably the only senator Obi-wan would support. It seems all the other are corrupt.

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ventress/luminara, dubcon

(Anonymous) 2016-09-04 05:56 am (UTC)(link)
Luminara in restraints (that conveniently block force powers or something, whatever it's a plot device) struggling to maintain her usual serene, elegant demeanor while Ventress slowly goes down on her. This being a kink meme she of course fails...eventually...

Scary Sith apprentice Ventress preferred over bounty hunter Ventress if you can make it work, but either will do!

Please no pain/blood.

Obi-wan/handmaiden,dom/sub undertones

(Anonymous) 2016-09-04 01:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Obi-wan is raising Luke and Leia in a big house in a beautiful planet. The handmaiden are there, sometimes, running rebellion the rest of the time. Something of Obi-wan's combativity died on Mustafar and he's happy like that. The handmaiden are together, they even were with Padme before Anakain, and after a time, they start bringing him in their bed, but there too, he's happy to let them call the shoots. He likes it, a lot.
No humiliation or breathe play or blood play...just, letting them take what they want, riding him in the mattress, kneeling and eating Sabé out with Dormé giving him orders. He likes sitting at their feets and dozing, a small hand petting his head,or every other little things you could think of.

Mon Mothma/Mace Windu

(Anonymous) 2016-09-04 02:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Because we don't see enoughof her, or him, in this kinkmeme. Two pillars of the Republic, they should have things in common!
It can be a very pwp fill, or a plotty one, but I just dream of this rare pairing

Re: Mon Mothma/Mace Windu

(Anonymous) 2016-09-04 02:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I've never thought about this pairing, but considering Mace's love for the Republic, they will definitely have something to talk about!
Nice prompt, anon.


(Anonymous) 2016-09-05 01:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Inspired by something above: Obi-wan/happiness, and then I thought about this http://whalerquinn.tumblr.com/post/149973143236/bedlamsbard-elspeth-suns-champion-imagine and now I really need it. Feel free to treat this prompt with what is the best way to see him happy in your headcanon.

Did he left the Jedi Order for Satine? For Siri? Is the Jedi Order less complicated about relationship, or is Obi-wan celibate and very happy like that, thank you, none of this sex stuff for him, he prefers going on misssions, kicking ass, and meditating with his brothers and sisters Jedi in between

No angst about never being chosen by Qui-Gon, no angst about Anakin, the war, the clones, the dead....

Just Obi-wan being happy.

FILL: Obi-wan/happiness

(Anonymous) 2017-03-19 01:00 pm (UTC)(link)
They tell him that he will be tested.

So Obi-Wan expects pain and regret. He expects sorrow. He expects loss and doubt and guilt. He expects impossible choices.

But he does not expect happiness.

He knows with all the clarity of his rational mind that this is not possible; the Order is destroyed, the Temple is desecrated. The Republic has fallen.

But Anakin stands beneath a gnarled old muja fruit tree in the courtyard of the peaceful, quiet Temple, side-by-side with Qui-Gon and Tahl, and he grins with all the lightness he used to be capable of as a boy.

Obi-Wan feels his throat constrict.

Wonders when Anakin stopped smiling like that in reality.

Here, he is no older or younger than he was when he was on Mustafar.

And Obi-Wan contents himself with the reassurance than this is only a dream. Just a dream. His unconscious yearning playing tricks on him.

But he realises with a start that Qui-Gon is far older than he was when Obi-Wan saw him with his living eyes. His hair and beard are white, his features sharp with advanced years.

And Tahl... his heart breaks to see her. She is straight backed, still, and her green and gold eyes stare out at nothing but as Anakin turns to say something, she smiles and nods. And Qui-Gon lays an affectionate hand on her elbow.

These three are not the only ones, however.

Yoda and Mace converse with Dooku. Bant and Kit Fisto stand quietly with Garen and Clee and, somewhat surprisingly, with Bruck. Obi-Wan drinks in the sight of the near-white hair, the tall, straight figure. The long neck, no longer bent at the unnatural angle he saw at the bottom of the waterfall.

He steps back, certain that he is being tested on his ability to separate dream from reality. To stand firm in the face of temptation.

What he is being tempted by, he does not want to know.

But he knows he does not trust this.

Where, he asks himself, are the Padawans? Where are the initiates? Where is the stern austerity of the Council and the taunt tiredness of the Knights roving from one world to the next, one crisis to the next. Where is the loneliness of aging into obscurity and uselessness.

"Peaceful, is it not?" Satine asks him.

And he startles.

At the sight of her, he is speechless.

She smiles slightly, regal and composed, but beside her Padme's animated face registers open amusement.

Both women are in full regalia - invested with all the symbolism of their nobility and power. The flowers in Satine's hair smell sweet and light, barely noticeable until she is gone and then he knows the loss and mourns it.

The two of them walk down the three shallow stairs and Padme joins Anakin.

Anakin, Obi-Wan realises, who is not dressed in the black Jedi robes he favoured. Anakin, who wears a simple suit in black and white. Who turns to Padme and puts his arm around her waist with the easy possessiveness of a lover.

Exposes his attachment in public, Obi-Wan frets, and his eyes dart to Qui-Gon, suddenly watchful for the censor he knows should be levelled at them both. At Anakin, for not minding his heart and head, and Obi-Wan, for not teaching his Padawan better.

But Qui-Gon pays it no mind, and Tahl leans into Satine's side to whisper something in her ear.

Satine's laugh is not loud but it carries to him in the breeze, light as the scent of her flowers, and he aches suddenly in ways that he has thought were long dead.

Aches to touch her, and hold her. Aches just to exist in her presence. To lose himself in the sight and sound of her.

He looks down reflexively at himself but his Jedi robes are intact. Even patched and worn as they now are from his life in exile.

His hands are as weathered, his fingers still blunted and calloused and burned from the manual labour of keeping himself and his solitary homestead safe in the Tatooine desert.

"Aren't you going to come down?" Ahsoka asks him.

He looks at her.

She is grown up, now, and beautiful. And she wears her Jedi knighthood proudly in her robes with the lightsaber at her belt.

Her tattoos rise on her brow as she registers surprise and enquiry. "Are you okay, Obi-Wan? You look like you've seen a ghost." She laughs a little.

He has. He is.

They are all ghosts.

"Why is everyone here?" he asks.

He waits to be told that he must be excluded. That he must turn away from this place of peace and return to the hard, grinding loneliness of life. That he is not done yet with his duty to the Force, and to the Future.

"To see Anakin," Ahsoka says, as though he should know, "It's the first time he's been back since he left the Order to marry Padme. And now she's pregnant. You were the first one he told, Obi-Wan. Don't you remember? You were so happy just a few days ago..."

He frowns and looks to where Anakin is shepherding Padme to a seat beneath the trees, Satine and Tahl joining Mace as Yoda and Dooku break away on another conversation entirely.

"Was it your mission?" Ahsoka asks sympathetically, "Qui-Gon said it would be hard for you to return to Melida/ Daan but they have come so far since the war. They've made so much progress. You were hopeful before you left."

Hopeful. Happy.

He realises with a shock that these are not words anyone has ascribed to him in some time. Hopeful of victory, yes. Triumphant, certainly. Satisfied, sometimes.

But the war was not a time for happiness or hope.

Before the war... he barely remembers. And before that...

He looks at Qui-Gon and Tahl. Watches them move and breath and *live*.

He remembers the taste of the fruit tart on New Apsolon. Remembers the taste of sapir tea. Remembers Didi's terrible cooking and Dex's bitter caf and the way Reeft used to finish everything he left on his plate when they were initiates.

"I can make your excuses," Ahsoka says softly, "Anakin will understand."

Anakin has never understood, he thinks in a flash of anger. Anakin has never understood the sacrifice and the pain and the doubt and the fear.

The doubt he pushed aside that he was never good enough. That he was not good enough for Qui-Gon and could not be good enough for Anakin. That he was not the one either of them wanted, but was the one they settled for.

And he had tried so hard for both.

"He doesn't need me," he realises, "None of them do."

And maybe, he thinks, maybe this is the test. That he is not essential to anything. That his delusions of duty and responsibility are simply that - delusions. That he is to the Galaxy what the smallest spec of sand is to the Tatooine desert.

"Obi-Wan?" Ahsoka's tattoos are pulling together now, her large eyes genuinely worried, "I think you should come with me."

"I fought so hard for my Master's acceptance," he says, and he can say these words out loud now. He has never been able to before.

Before, they have always been selfish and self-centred.

Before, they would have detracted from the very real trauma Qui-Gon was facing at the devastation Xanatos wrought on his mind and heart. On his ability to trust.

"Master Qui-Gon's acceptance?" Ahsoka echoes, "But he's always accepted you. He cares for you deeply. Did you... I mean, I don't mean to intrude but... has someone said something to make you think otherwise?"

Obi-Wan shakes his head. "You don't know, perhaps. He never wanted me. He refused me three times."

"But Master Qui-Gon offered you an apprenticeship when you first met," Ahsoka protests.

"Ahsoka, there you are!" Anakin's voice calls cheerfully. "What are you and Obi-Wan gossiping about?"

He comes up the steps towards them and then his smile begins to fade. His keen eyes look between the two of them.

"Is everything alright? Has something happened?"

Obi-Wan thinks of everything that has happened. He is still carrying the weight of death and devastation in his mind. Master Sinube and Madame Jocasta's mutilated corpses, the murdered children in the council room.

The stench of Anakin's sickness in the Force as his flesh burned on Mustafar.

"Obi-Wan?" Anakin asks in concern, "Are you okay?"

"No," he hears himself say, "No."

And his former Padawan is there immediately, a hand on his arm and a quick glance over his shoulder the only voiceless summons for help before Qui-Gon, Mace and Bant make their way towards him. None of them run but then Jedi move swiftly, even when they move with calm precision.

"Bring him to the shade," Mace orders, "There has been a sickness epidemic in the Cadavine sector."

"Jedi immunity is usually sufficient for Cadavine illnesses," Bant murmurs, "Though perhaps with overtiredness..."

Obi-Wan is well aware that he is overtired. And overstressed.

He takes a step back. Behind him is the darkness, blissful and familiar. Before him is... he doesn't know what this is.

"Obi-Wan, stop," Qui-Gon says quietly.

And just like that his feet stop. Still. Every instinct in him is to fly or fight but he obeys immediately when it comes to his Master. As he always has. As, he knows with despairing bitterness, he always will.

Qui-Gon's gaze is enigmatic, as it always was. "Perhaps we can talk alone," he says.

And Obi-Wan steels himself for what is to come. Steels himself because this is a wound that has never healed. A trauma that never faded even beneath the worst loss a Jedi has ever faced.

The others cast one last look at him and then leave them to it.

Qui-Gon stands beside him, arms folded into his sleeves and head high. Back straight in spite of his years.

"They don't understand," Qui-Gon says suddenly.

Obi-Wan looks at them. "I don't either," he says.

"No, I don't imagine you do."

Qui-Gon's tone is meditative, as though he sees the truth of the matter but will patiently until Obi-Wan can see it too.

"Most of them should be dead," Obi-Wan says softly, "Anakin has fallen to the Dark Side. He lied to us all, betrayed us all. He killed Padme."

"Not here," Qui-Gon interrupts.

And for a moment Obi-Wan is disoriented, wondering if he is being chastised for speaking too openly, too darkly, but Qui-Gon's eyes are compassionate and patient.

"Here," Qui-Gon tells him, "Anakin Skywalker was found when he was a baby. He grew in the Temple. He was chosen by Jedi Knight Obi-Wan Kenobi as an apprentice when he was twelve. When he was nineteen, he met Senator Padme Amidala of the Naboo. They fell in love. He was on the cusp of completing his training when he realised his heart was divided and he could not continue with the Order. He left us for his wife, who is now pregnant. He is a commander in the Naboo Air Force."

"Dreams," Obi-Wan remarks.

"Is peace a dream? Is happiness? Do you not believe a being can find one or both?"

"Dooku would never find peace in the Jedi Order," Obi-Wan says.

"He has found more peace than I will ever know. Because he has questioned his faith, and found it stronger than it ever was. He is to be given a seat on the Council. Your friend Bant is to see her first Padawan achieve knighthood. Your friend Garen is undertaking the creation of refugee safe zones for those escaping war and persecution."

"And Tahl?" Obi-Wan asks ruthlessly.

There is silence for a moment and then, "Tahl's health has never recovered from the torture she faced on New Apsolon. But she is as well as she can be. And more formidable than you or I could ever imagine."

"And your dedication to her?"

Qui-Gon looks at him. "My dedication to you was more important than a romantic love."

Obi-Wan blinks.

Qui-Gon continues, "When you were twelve years old, I returned to the Temple. I was in pain and still suffering from Xanatos' betrayal. You were... faithful. And loyal. And you showed me that your passion did not make you blind to those around you. When you stopped your duel to help Bruck Chun, I knew that you would not use your power to hurt but to help. I offered you an apprenticeship and you accepted. We had our differences but we worked them out. You achieved your knighthood and chose to retain our friendship. I have never regretted a moment with you."

Obi-Wan shakes his head.

"And, Obi-Wan, I know this because I know the world you have come from."

Obi-Wan laughs. "Why does that not surprise me. Even in my visions you are insufferable! You know all and you see all!"

"Do you believe that?"

"I once did. Until I realised how mortal you were. How fragile."

Obi-Wan can close his eyes and still see the red lightsaber thrust through flesh and organs and bone. Can still smell the burned flesh and singed cloth. And then the crackle of flames consuming the last of his youth.

And, he reflects, his happiness.

He watches Satine with Padme and Anakin, watches her grace and poise.

Briefly he wonders what stopped him from giving himself fully to her. She would never have asked him to stay but he had known so clearly what was in her heart. Was it that he had wanted final proof of her feelings? Had he simply been too proud to humble himself before her?

Or had he simply not known what to do with the happiness and hope she gave him?

"This is the test," he breathes.

Qui-Gon sighs. "Obi-Wan, everything is! All of life is a test!"

"But why is this the test that the Force Priestesses give me?"

Qui-Gon shakes his white head. And then he reaches out to lay a broad, gentle hand on Obi-Wan's shoulder. "You must learn that for yourself, my friend," he says regretfully, "I can only help you so far before you take the next steps yourself."

Obi-Wan watches his former Master - his friend, his mentor, his conscience - walk back towards the fruit trees and the knots of people they have both loved and lost.

On the second step Qui-Gon pauses and turns slightly. "I can tell you that there are not many steps, Padawan," he says.

And proceeds.

And then Obi-Wan gets it.

He takes a step forward.

The others turn to look at him.

He takes another.

They are silent and watchful, but even as he faces them, he waits for an accusation that does not come. Waits for exclusion and impatience.

He takes a third and he is on the first stair. Before him are friends and loved ones, green growing things and old trees and happiness.

If he dares accept it.

He hesitates. Because to accept it means to acknowledge what makes him happy. It means exposing his heart and his mind. It means extending his trust.

To whom? For what? Love, in all its many forms, for brothers and fathers and lovers and friends? Or simply those who bring him joy, and to whom he brings joy in turn?

He moves to the next stair.

Yoda steps forward.

And he stills, eyes watchful, waiting for the instruction.

But Yoda smiles slightly, barely noticeable at this distance.

And he seizes his courage.

He can be happy. And he can be hopeful. Even if he knows that Anakin is Fallen, that Satine was murdered, and all his friends are lost to him. Even if he knows that his trust has been betrayed so many times before. That his heart is wounded and will never heal.

But he can still find happiness.

He takes the last step and Tahl reaches her hand out to him.

"Obi-Wan," she says, "It is good to feel you here again."

And just like that, he feels himself begin to smile.

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Time Travel, Obi-Wan Nopes the Fuck Out

(Anonymous) 2016-09-07 03:00 am (UTC)(link)
So you know those fics where post-ROTS Obi-Wan's consciousness is somehow sent back in time to when he was a padawan and he sets out to make everything better? I'd like a fic with the same premise, except instead of trying to fix things Obi-Wan promptly breaks down and tries to nope the fuck out. He is 100% done with this shit, he is sick of being jerked around by the Force and watching all of his loved ones die, so he is getting out while the going is good and become an Outer Rim space pirate or something. Obi-Wan is DONE.

Your choice if he really does join Hondo's fleet (or elope with Satine, or anything that does not involve being a Jedi, or whatever), or if Qui-Gon calms him down and gets him to stay.

Re: Time Travel, Obi-Wan Nopes the Fuck Out

(Anonymous) 2016-09-07 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
Oh please yes!! We need this!

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Obi-wan, every Jedi wants the Sith Slayer.

(Anonymous) 2016-09-09 10:16 am (UTC)(link)
Because, come one. Frist Jedi to kill a Sith in thousands of year? Every Jedi in the Temple seems to want the new Knight, and Obi-wan is very unconfortable with all of this.

And the one character of your choice, that loved him before, doesn't say anything because he/she doesn't want Obi-wan to think he/she's like the other.

Bonus for a happy ending!

young Tarkin/Q'anah, Q'anah tries to use her women's weapons in order to escape prison

(Anonymous) 2016-09-10 01:41 pm (UTC)(link)
AU where Q'anah (Wookiepedia article about her: http://starwars.wikia.com/wiki/Q%27anah_(pirate)) spends some time before her execution in prison. During this time she's visited by young Wilhuff Tarkin, who had a substantial part in her capturing. Q'anah believes the young man can be manpulated to help her escape and seduces him. After their sex, however, Tarkin doesn't lift a finger to rescue her and dispassionatelly watches her execution.

+ virgin Tarkin
+ Tarkin resists at first (Q'anah isn't his type, as she is twice his age and has pretty many of her bod parts artifficial...), but then changes his mind
+ Q'anah is furious when she realizes all her effort was vain

Obi-Wan/Riyo Chuchi, first time

(Anonymous) 2016-09-10 04:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Stuck in snow together on Orto Plutonia they are looking for ways to warm up and Senator Chuchi decides to boost her self-confidence by doing away with her virginity with help of Obi-Wan, because he seems so nice and reliable. He is happy to oblige with exercise, but has no idea that this is her first time initially and catches on only in the process, which makes him switch tactics a bit to make sure she enjoys it thoroughly.

Tarkin/Leia, dark AU, dub con or non con, sexual slavery

(Anonymous) 2016-09-12 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
So, I read the beautifully gruesome fills for the Tarkin/Leia prompt on page 45 and I'm hungry for more! Anyone wanna make me a happy little creep and take a crack at this?

Luke, Han et al fail in their mission and Leia doesn't get rescued from the Death Star, but she isn't 'terminated' either. The Rebellion is crushed, the survivors scattered and exiled across the galaxy, leaving Leia in the clutches of the Empire.

The Emperor gifts Leia to Tarkin, as a reward for his loyal service. Leia is proud and defiant, as always, and repulsed by the Grand Moff. Tarkin is delighted with his new acquisition and can't wait to bend her to his will.

• Mostly non con, with some dub con when Tarkin realises that pleasuring Leia is a devious way of punishing her, because he knows how much she hates him and how ashamed she feels when he makes her cum.
• Forced orgasm and orgasm denial.
• Tarkin attempting to curb Leia, but not to break her completely, because he likes her fire and her spirit.
• Cat and mouse games between the two - Leia refuses to be a victim, she always gives as good as she gets.
• Pregnancy.
• Where is Vader in all of this? Does he know that Leia is his daughter? Does he care? Does the Emperor goad him with the knowledge to test his loyalty? Does Tarkin rub it in, knowing that Vader can't touch him?

Yes, I hate myself for wanting this.
But I still want it.
Please :3

Yoda/Yaddle/Maz-Threesome, Inanimate Object Insertion

(Anonymous) 2016-09-12 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
In which Yoda, Yaddle and Maz meet up at some rendezvous junkyard and have a really kinky threesome where lightsabers are used as dildos.

+200 points-Maz and Yaddle tagteam Yoda and have their wicked way with him.

GC-1000 (Klick)/Luke

(Anonymous) 2016-09-12 12:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Because we all have Anakin/clone and Obi-wan/clone prompts, but no clone love for Luke. In Luke Skywalker and the Shadows of Mindor , he die, but I really, really would like a fic where he survive. After all this horror, Luke would need to feel better in building something, and helping that man clean himself of all the programming?

And after all, Luke saved him like a damsel in distress from certain death....